Wednesday, January 18, 2006
wednesday. it seemed to be a busy 60-hour time frame. wat happened? may i recall.
love is a never-ending issue. haha. boring sometimes, i should say. okie. wat do u call tat feeling if it's not sparking, yet is not dying either. i mean, do i have to live with tat fact for the days to come? tired, i should say. but, things never change. still in touch and communicating. yet, sometimes preferred not to. unfair to the dearest. things like, happiness is onli with me? come on, life has to go on somehow. sad sometimes, very sad. all teary and wet. yet, fact is something unchangable. if it's neither growing nor is it dying, i guess there's nothing much i can do but to wait for something else to happen rite. im a 'PAST' person i guess. but, rite now, i shall be happy with dearest anaz. i mean, im not deprived from being happy so why should i not be happy? muah. continue later.
noted@
5:30 PM
free me to fly on my own