Sunday, August 27, 2006

yahoo! games. here i come. im bored. n u r just wat i need. weehee...
noted@10:15 PM
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not gona say much except for: JENNY,u r super rude, old, ugly, and dont deserve my respect. so i tink tat, being a supervisor, u odd to go back to school and learn observational behaviour/human resourse management. OB_HRM (d module i just finished in skul). coz, seriously, u need some skills to upgrade tat ****ing attitude of urs.
noted@1:30 AM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

good morning darlink. i love u n i miss u. be over n done wif ns n come back to me asap. u noe im a adhd kid. i have super short attention span. im easily n overly distracted. im super duper moody. n im memang paling rimas w/o things to do. omg!

ns is taking away all my time wif u. n it's not fair. u've been paid n im not. hrm! haha.
still searching for a part time day job. but even wif tuition n ticketing are super tired enuff. though short hours, both are very intensive, giving people their fullest attention. haiz.

good to noe tat she is still wif him. i mean, if she reali noes him well, she wont leave him right. who will? d guy wif d kind gentle soul. unless it's fate.

d measure of love is when u love w/o measure. in life, there r very rare chances tat u'll meet d person who u love n loves u back. so when u have it, never let it go. d chances might never come ur way again.

i've let go of one true love. n it's not easy to get over.
n d love i have now, will be mine only.
noted@8:09 AM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

yippeee. tadi saye jumpe sayang saye. kite gi sentosa naik cable car. he kept his promise. n tat made me super duper hepi. i noe tat he's super duper tired. just book out tis morning coz yesterday evening he went back to camp for some exercise. sampai bulu mata terbakar sey. kesian sayang aku. hehe. hero negare.

aku sayang dier. n i dont care.
noted@11:05 PM
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today was fine. was working just now. lucky enough, d OLD jenny was on leave. or else i'll be so pissed off again to be working. d crowd at nite safari was super sardine. didnt usually work on sat but was asked to take over margeret's shift. so why not. anw, didnt meet azri today. did have a cliff yesterday nite n tis morning. was just not in d mood to tolerate people who wants to be selfish. so i decided to show d correpondent attitude. we made up in d evening. he apologised. it's not tat i wana make him feel bad but he needs to realise when he's being selfish. i love him n i know he knows it.

met up wif nadt tis afternoon. tak dapat abangnye, adeknye pon jadilah. being wif her made me realise and compare my teenage life wif d teens nowdays. im super backdated. and seriously, im super simple. even programs in my lappy, i didnt even noe exist, she used to mix songs and pictures. haha. k, im simple and selenge.

azri booking out tomoro. we'll probably meet up. nak step merajok lagi lah. best plak. haha.

gona download super many yahoo games to fill my time. better ryte. rather than finding a replacement lover.

i've lived for 19 years. at least, i've found two people that makes me discover love. n i tink i dont need another love in my life. d present love n d past love has made be more than contented to be living n appreciating every single moment of life. i thanked d greatest to have given me d opportunity to make me feel tis way.
noted@1:15 AM
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Friday, August 18, 2006

jenny! shut up & shut up! seriously, she's super irritating and rude. she shouts, she never let people explain themselves, she dont respect others' opinion and private space. wateva it is, she made me super pissed off tnite and she deserved my slap most. PIAAANG! not gona let her ruin my weekend. gona have to see her old, haggered face tomoro though. shit!

awk, i dono why but somehow deep inside, im feeling very lonely. lonely and disappointed.

and awk, i wonder if u r okie.
noted@11:02 PM
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exam's over. for good. one more semester and im done. and i want it to pass by me so fast. coz im lonely. let me have a fairytale dream. i wana graduate, get engaged, work, married wif d fated love one, have two boys and two gals. one of each which i have had a name for. qristina natasha and danial iskandar. anw, im lazy. can i get my husband to work all tat? but i can promise tat i will take good care of d house and d kids.

azri's booking out tnite. but i doubt tat we're gona meet later. im working sey. bluek. i miss him so missingly. last sat, we had our say. i was so pissed off wif him. becoz of movies? lame. super lame. but when he counter attack me regarding d reply msg i got from ana. oh boi. he cried. i noe. i should have deleted tat. he should not noe tat i still hold on to tat love of d past. it was just my passion and past time. nothing else to do but to wonder and ponder and daydream about d past. but we clarified. as usual. i guess when d hearts and logic talk, things will be good.

i wana say so much but wat? life's boring. read her blog. they gona break up? awk, hold on. u'll find ur fated love. i promise. Allah Maha Adil.
noted@5:15 PM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

finally, i managed to steal wireless. yipee...
so much have happened. didnt manage to update. budget gal.

last wed, national day, fan msg me. surprise though. but it was a pleasant one. just tanye khabar then tats it. tat made me beamed somehow. last sat's fireworks was super nice. n super duper crowded sey. me, azri, masy, zul, tzul.
on sunday, otw to work, i met an old fren. he took my number n he called me tat nite. everything was decent though. he was just someone i ever gotta noe n went out wif during my lower sec skul years.

monday-thursday was a straight gf day for me. wif ida. we went out to eat at fig & olive somewhere at bencoolen road there. it was nice, gr8 ambience, and most importantly, student rate. whahaha. gr8 time spent out. tues, we went out, wif gr8 intention to study for our ob-hrm exam for friday. but we end up watching HARD CANDY which was super disgusting. but it was kinda smooth wif a twist. then, we did hang out at mc cafe n study okie. at least, we studied! n just wana make a comment. d sandwiches are super salty sey. haiyo! at least, now i noe. wed n today, we hang out at my place. yeah! we bake shepherd's pie just now. knowledge, coutesy by miss liyana. wehee...

yesterday, we bongkar my stuff. pictures, letters from d past. we sang sad songs. recall d ups n downs. super cute. how i wish everyday was a friendship day.

azri's been so bz wif ns. i felt super so alone. sometimes we didnt get to talk at all. sometimes, i dont feel like talking to him at all. still, i miss him super so much. only god noes how much.
noted@11:44 PM
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

d jog i just had was gr8. it felt gr8 to be wif oneself n cooling down d soul.
n here for once, im up from bed n fresh to start d day.

d meet up wif my galfrens last thursday was good. not gr8 oz aisyah couldnt make it. but it was good enough. we had dinner at cck park. it was good food. n ya, big money. then we went to craz times again, taking pixs. it was fun lah. seriously, it's one of d rare occasion i let lose myself. not tat it was exciting or wat. just tat such rare chances of having a reunion had made my heart warm.

n yesterday, i managed to grab some nite moments having supper wif mas at our usual hangout place, sunshine. we did d routine, ate mutton steak and sat and chatted.

anw, there's some part of yesterday which was ****ing pissed off. msging wif mentor khaliff. seriously, im so glad azri told him off coz he's merepek.

listen up!
u r IMMATURE, IRRITATING, DUMB, n A WASTE OF TIME.
shut ur BIG mouth up n GROW UP!
call urself a fren? some fren u r.

things have been going good around me.
im happy wif azri.
hannah's happy wif alfian.
yani's happy wif alfitrat.
aisyah's happy wif i-dono-wat's-his-name.
ida's happy (i tink n hope so) getting to noe some people.
mas's definately happy wif dearest rifaie.

n awk, i hope u r happy wif ur current galfriend. u deserve every single happines there is in this world. n dear gal, whoever u r, i hope u could make fan happy coz he deserve it n i noe he loves u very much. never take advantage of his kindness n patience. treasure him as much as u can.

i guess i wanted to forget about u.
but i forgot.
noted@7:46 AM
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Monday, August 07, 2006


noted@12:41 PM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006

ayah...
i miss u super duper much.
u noe tat?
u dont really noe tat coz i dont really tell u tat
coz im super d big ego gal.
but d fact is, i miss u like crazy.
how crazy?
i dont even feel like im missing u.
but i am. like crazy.
i feel so numb about missing u like crazy
tat i cant feel much of it.
oh no. ya, im crazy. about u.


noted@10:28 PM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

lets see.
the list of broken promises u've made so far.

go club b4 go ns.
we didnt get the chance.
but now, i dont tink it makes any different.
i can club all i want at hm.

buy spects 4 urself b4 ns. (again)
im annoyed tat whenever we go out, u cant see this and tat.
the bus la. the time la.
lucky for u, im big and near enuff.

staying true and faithful.
tat, a long long time ago.
something happen. someone illegal entered.
but now, u've proven to me ur true love.
n the trust is back for u to earn and appreciate.

thosai.
u said u were gonna accompany me to little india
for my thosai treat last weekend.
hrmmMm! bluff!

im tired awk. gonna go sleep first.

meet u again.
in 3 more days.
70 hours.


noted@12:11 AM
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