Monday, July 31, 2006

i miss u dearly baby.

i miss ur silly whispers.
ur fireman hugs.
ur sniffs on me.
the kiss on my forehead u planted
everytime we part.

the endless list of vocabs
u explain to me.

the patient u had
whenever i was being indecisive
choosing food to eat.

how u psycho me to watch
movies tat is not on my list (underworld?)

the surprise meet-ups u have
when u suddenly pop outside my tuition centre.

the times u drag me along wif ur family.

moments when u r being silly
saying mama loves me more than u do.

u love making up stories about how starhub got its logo.
it was superman's cousin ryte.

the old chunky days.

i wana play wif ur hair
even how short it has become.

i'll try hard and find time
to make u sheperd's pie.

i'll make u angry
when i remind u to clean up
ur i-cant-c-d-floor room.

i love making u angry.
then i'll just leave u like tat.
u noe how bad i can be at pujukking.
n i tink it's fun looking at ur sullen face.


noted@9:49 AM
free me to fly on my own

Monday, July 17, 2006

saw u last saturday. riding wif ur gal. u saw me too. i knew. as usual, i cant stand but shed some river of tears.

can i just give u a title?

i declare u the soul to my saltwater.


noted@3:40 PM
free me to fly on my own

Saturday, July 08, 2006

super duper tired. went out wif anaz n nadt. watched music performances at *scape cineleisure. ishmael performed. d the scar band, comic strip was cooOl. the vocalist was HOT n powerful voice. i loike.

noted@11:16 PM
free me to fly on my own

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

he was silent all d way. till now. ya i noe. i was silent d whole day too. but as soon as i finished skul, i tried to contact him. till now, he's mia. wat he's doing, onli god noes wat. ya, im like freaking out but just telling myself so much to shut up my thoughts of train.

im done for today. i lost my mood.


noted@11:44 PM
free me to fly on my own

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

today. 4 july 2006. ana+azri=anaz. we r together for a year. not very long. but time seemed to pass so fast. anw, it's also nadt's burfday. n ns job orientation for me. tiring day! n ive been coughing like MAD for d whole day. people kept DONATING their sweets to me. haha.

but we chatted just now b4 he went to sleep. he made me feel so bad for working, saying i wont have time for him. HELLO! i dont tink i deserve any of his whining. as if i wana tire myself out. if he reli could understand the reasons. i have not yet pay my fees. shit!

i mean, i love him so much. all these while, he worked, i dont like also i shut up coz he dont bother entertain my thoughts. give me d space. i need it. n it's not for my own enjoyment or wateva. i love him. i would not do aniting tat would affect our relationship. im a hopeful chap. hoping for happiness. wif him. is tat too much to ask for?
noted@11:23 PM
free me to fly on my own

Sunday, July 02, 2006

the mentor-mentee-mendaki nite cycling.

it was gr8. tiring. 3 rings. gear thingy. sloppy. injury. blood's on abdillah's shirt n shoes. ya, with 2 tooth off on d road along kranji. tat creepy s84 bike. lime green shirt. nasi lemak for breakfast. better rapport wif zaima n dearest mentees. sofina was a gr8 partner throughout d nite. n i got a gr8 bunch of kids. let me recall. kecik. ana. aisyah. aisha. mie. joe. zie. nurul. and 2 more. ops! so tiring. from sembawang sampai ntu. just imagine. abt 50km. haha. fun. worth my sleep.

went out wif masyi n asyura tat sun afternoon. it was ok. kinda weird n awkward a little coz they were very close to each other. but ya, i got along fine n good.
noted@11:35 PM
free me to fly on my own