Monday, January 30, 2006
hepi chinese new year. haiz. hepi holidays to me.
yesterday, we had the mss picnic at ecp. it was such a tiring day, having to run here and there. pizza, epok2, bbq chicken, finger food, macaroni. exhausted and all. but finally it's over. phew! i get to meet some new people. gr8 people, i must say. a zul i tink. he's cute. haha. and very helpful. well, he started the fire, which is so very important. n ya, he helped alfian fill the 100 of balloons with water. haha. well, nice knowing him. anw, this whole picnic committe experience has been a good one. met wonderful team of people to work with; wahyuddin, alfian, arafah, hafiizah, anisah, daanaa, husni, tzul. no regrets. a wow! note in life.
well, i have been super bz for the past few days of this week. assignments lining up to be handed in. and fp assessment has been a frustrating one. but ya, im glad this week it over and im finally enjoying the holidays. just have to keep in mind. still have 5 more projects till skul ended. and then 3 exams. omg! and i havent started a single revision. basically, it's like i know nothing about the exam modules as i have been enjoying my 'holidays' during lectures and tutorials. nevermind, will think about that later. haha.
anw, im not sure if im doing the ryte thing. k. fan knows well enuff that im happily attached with anaz. but he stills msgs me and all that. and im replying his msgs? wat i noe, im not giving him hopes. so, ya. thats it. im not in the wrong. subjects of emotions, not to be touched.
anaz. we have been like, experiencing silence for the past 6 days, till yesterday we met at the picnic. even that, we dun really get to talk coz i was so exhausted. fact is, i missed him! a lot. and what, im meeting him once a week now. wow. and he's not even in ns yet. im strong. i'll be fine.
frens now. im glad.
mariam has been much happier since the day she met and contacted with her mum back. that must have been a gr8 feeling for her, especially after all these years. she's such a strong gal, and i'll always be there for her, i hope.
liyana is coping with the unusual lost. better the lost now than later, i tink. it's okie. she's doing fine. she will. it's not easy but ya, she, too, is strong.
and nin aka tuty, is another strong person. omg! i salute her, for having the strength to work so hard and still, not neglecting skul too much. someone to keep in mind if i ever feel like giving up life.
we are gr8 together.
i missed my sisters, though. we'll be meeting for my bdae and hannah's, i hope. the forst reunion for this year is coming, i hope. and masurah. we have been like spending time. i feel goOod. and im loving it!
*liyan a isya h anna h aryan i da!*
tuition. the last visit, syakir was grouchy. i pity him sometimes. only k1 and having tuition already. haha. he was not feeling well. tembel. but he's cute! and his sister, shasha. cuties!
volunteering. waiting for call-ups from the people. yup! im ready to fill my time. i dun mind. and im sure to gain lots from it. good things will always be beneficial in one way or another. i want the satisfaction.
noted@
5:46 AM
free me to fly on my own
