Friday, February 24, 2006

just finished my exam. child development. it was wateva. i couldnt care less. i was practically crying the entire exam moment. ma told me that she saw him wif a gal. good for him, i noe. but i couldnt help feeling so helpless. i just couldnt stop crying. suddenly the heart felt so heavy. and i still am sobbing. but i feel good. good for him that he had his life back. i wish him nothing but the very best. he deserve the happiness. he deserve happiness more than i do. it's orite. it's orite. everything is gonna be okie. just tat, i couldnt adjust and adapt very well. i knew tat this is coming. i've prepared mentally. but not fully, i guess. i just hate the feeling. the feeling of feeling sTuPiD. y do i still have to feel this way and cry? i feel so stupid. i am.
noted@3:59 PM
free me to fly on my own