Monday, June 05, 2006

sitted at mss after prayer. im feeling rather low n quiet. iq took my charger away to his hotel n im stuck wif a fact tat i cant possibly change. my hp batt had lost its battle to surviving till tnite. it died at 11.47am this morning. innalilah. i guess tats god's will and like i always say, behind every happening moment, tats always HiKMaH.

is there any way i could change d way i feel ryte now? helpless n lonely n lost...

he kept working n working till d very day he will be in ns. i guess, i have to get use to it.
must i?
do i have to?

i hate it to d core!

but i kept asking myself. im feeling so damn it irritating n a thousand different kinds of frustration. but still, y m i holding on? i feel stupid at times. sometimes. but otherwise d other have of d time.

i do not want to tink.

im tired. n i need to rest.

my heart. my mind. myself.

my love.
noted@6:17 PM
free me to fly on my own