Saturday, September 16, 2006

couldnt sleep. anaz took me from workplace. we sat n talked till 11, then he went off. upon reaching hm, i got changed n on my lappy. ya, i went straight to yahoo games till i got a big huge headache. n my fingers sore so crazily. i couldnt sleep. bongkar my bro's rm n kidnapped his mp3. n i just laid back, hearing all d jiwangs. omg. i cried n cried n cried. shit.

awk, i knew i chose tt. but i intended to stay in ur life somehow. only even as a stranger. im sorie if i've caused u pain n hatrate. i didnt mean to confuse u though. mayb u hv a problem. i dono. y d fucking shit m i still thinking about u? i hate u so much.

and awk, kenape awk asyik nak sayang kite jer. u gave, give n will give me lotsa love. but i also want u to understand me. love n understand. awk, nape awk sayang kite sangat? im so confused n scared knowing tat u love me so damn much. i reli scared.

n kite. kenape kite nie emo sangat?! suke nah nangis. daydreaming nangis. tgk tv nangis. dengar lagu nangs. bingit ar!!!
noted@5:04 AM
free me to fly on my own