Thursday, September 28, 2006

i couldnt sleep. AGAIN. it's 4.30 in d wee hours on thursday n i couldnt even shut my eyes. they were so used to resting later morning till afternoon. let them be. n let me be like tis. had a stupid arguement wif him. omg. help me get out of tis always-argue-about-stupid-tingy-esp-when-u-r-tired tingy. im sick of it. n it hurts a lot. such a communication breakdown. im always lonely during these holiday terms. lonely but i was decent enuff. n we always blew up d little time we had for chats. it sucked big time. n i hate it. i hate all tis.

i feel empty occasionally. im feeling it now. onli tis time i feel really empty deep deep down.
noted@4:35 AM
free me to fly on my own