Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i noe i love him. but just wana be away from him. maybe im being selfish n unreasonable. but i cant please ppl all d time. i need my needs. i need to be alone.

ystrday, i had a nitemare. a never-ending nitemare about d bermuda triangle love story. how funny d 3 of us were in d nitemare. n how funny how i was being twisted in d storyline. maybe it's a sign. maybe it's just testing n challenging my emotional status. how terrifying n adventurous. like d csi.

skul ended early today n i had no other committments. i didnt wana go home. i went to meet up eliz. she brought her gal along, nandini. how cute n smart d little gal was. i went over to her house for a chit chat. after tat, i met up wif ab who kept me company for a while, knowing tat i didnt wana go hm tat early. he was a good companionship. i felt comfortable wif him n had treated him like an older brother. ive always wanted a brother.
noted@10:12 PM
free me to fly on my own