Thursday, November 16, 2006
i noe ive always been a gd fren to others. but sometimes, i feel tat people tend to overlook d values and beliefs about wat true friendship really means. is friendship just a drop by stations where u look for them when u have a problem or something crops up? hMm...i dono. i dont see it tat way but sometimes i feel lousy about being in such friendship. haha. ive always being so caring n concern about me. but all they do think is about themselves. but i guess n i noe not everyone's like tat..
awn, friendship reminded me of my pri sch crush. ive got tis crush at tis guy for a couple of years. pri 2-4 i tink. haha. n then tat day we went out jalan raye together n we kinda keep in touch. tat nite he told me tat he kinda like me but too bad, coz im already attached. haha. kinda cute tinking abt him. luckily we were comfortable abt it n we talked a couple of times. haha. but now he selenge la. haha.
nra makes me puke somehow. i dono y. d frenship seems disappearing. n guess wat. i dont really care n bother animore. she makes me tink tat way.
life has not yet ending. i noe i can still count on some true friends, ups n downs. i noe its not tat we dont care about d friendship. but we r just too bz. deep down, we still believe in tat true friendship we share.
noted@
6:40 PM
free me to fly on my own