Friday, November 10, 2006

sometimes, it sucks having such unfocused and slack and dont-care groupmates. it's ****ing irritating. n i predicted tat projects will suck as well. we r close friends and i noe of their potential and abilities but they tend to overlook stuff and dont really care much. wats d point of having a positive and enthusiastic attitude when u have such lousy groupmates who ignores how u exactly feel. i noe their needs. they need to smoke. but cannot later izzit. more inportant that projects? cant die or wat? not tat i love doing projects. i really dont. but i love getting started and get over it and done wif asap. then i can enjoy doing wat i wana do. mama seemed so focused when she's wif me. she even became more motivated than me myself. it was just tis morning tat she showed tat positive attitude to me but then, after meeting nin n yana, she got distracted. haha. expected. i shouldnt have been to hopeful. they will be they. not tat we have a problem wif each other. in fact, we glued really well and i guess tats y we survived through all these 3 years, doing last min projects together and 'individual' parts of d projects. so much for a mproper group discussion. im tired. of their attitude. i have my life too.
noted@1:30 PM
free me to fly on my own