Wednesday, December 27, 2006

suddenly, once again, i feel lost. so lost.

lost interest in skul. since aceh n since fee is dued n i bo $ to pay up.

n also, somehow love is different once again.

i noe i love him. so much n much more. but somehow it's just different. he made it different.
Ya Allah. i deserve wat i get n how i feel ryte deep down there. for not being able to carry out wat u entrust me in. im so sorry. sorry for myself. but im just dumb.

but still, i wouldnt let him go. til d moment i feel he's not meant for me, then i'll fly. for now, i feel he is. for me.

as fajar read when reading my palm, once upon a time, i had a true love. we made our path through n we had plans. but we decided to let each other go coz we noe we r not meant for each other. d true love i have now is d one tats fated for me. hopefully it's anaz. i wana spend d rest of my life wif him. coz i noe he'll take care of me n will love me always.

n as for d missed love, u'll always b in me. u may forget me, but i will never forget u. someone who reads me well enuf to once upon a time love me. thanx. wherever u may b, take care.

u made me wat i m today. i appreciate tat. alhamdulilah.
noted@12:47 AM
free me to fly on my own